here is something everyone needs to hear: life is way too short to waste it on things and people who suck your energy, to hold grudges, to worry about uncontrollable things, to be upset over the past or anxious about the future, to be mad at each other, to be a prisoner of overthinking, to chase someone, to do something you don’t love.
It's okay to feel down. It's okay to feel sad, isolated, lonely. It's not a nice feeling, I know. Sometimes, it's just harder to push through days than others.
I know it doesn't mean much to hear it from a person like me, especially over the internet like this, but I want you to know that you're not alone. No matter how alone you feel; no matter how dark times get for you... there will always be someone who will want to help you if you allow them to.
It's okay to want to curl up in bed, it's okay to dig your face in your pillow and cry, it's okay to binge eat all that ice cream and pizza. It's okay. Crying does not make you weak: you are strong enough to show your emotions.
You're not okay now, but you will be. You will be fine. I promise.
So go ahead and be lazy, tired, sad. Go ahead and relieve yourself of the things that hold you back; the things that make it too hard to function. Just remember: don't let it become who you are.
Despite you being a little shit at all times, you're my funny little shit and I love you for that. We've been together for 9 months now, yet we've only had a handful of fights which is honestly pretty amazing to me. I love the open communication we keep between each other and the immense amount of love we share with each other; it reassures me that no matter how hard things get, we can get through it together as long as we continue to work on it together.
I love you bitch, and I ain't ever gon' stop lovin' you... bitch. :--)) Everthing in the world feels right when I'm in your arms, bb. YOU are the reason I am able to function even when there's so much on my plate. Whenever I think of you, I think of a future together with you and it motivates me to continue to work as hard as I do.
I hope that everyday you are with me, you continue to love me as you do now. I know a lot of people say that down the road, you don't particularly stop loving a person.. but rather, you become normal. You become used to the other person. Love in the future will no longer be as passionate as the past. I want to believe otherwise - I want to believe that we will have the kind of love that remains as passionate as ever.
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